I have been feeling very out of sorts lately, and I can’t really describe it. I feel like I need to focus more on myself instead of the internet and trying to uphold this image that I have on the internet and being ‘tumblr famous’ or whatever.
I feel like my mental health is my top priority, and also I would like to work on my relationship (while my relationship is going good, I would like to focus more on my boyfriend, my dog, our family). I also have found my dream job and would like to focus more on that as well.
I think I need to focus on life outside the internet. I need to recover from my surgery and things that have happened this year. I have been feeling incredibly weird because things keep happening one right after the other. My grandma’s death, having to go back home for her funeral, then coming straight back here and having my surgery without much of a break. And now since I haven’t been able to workout and am in recovery for surgery, I have been left alone with my thoughts a lot when I was unable to get out of bed and do much and I can’t stop feeling like something is off.
I feel like my life is going to change soon, not in a bad way. Something bad may happen but I feel like it’s going to be good for me. IDK. I feel so weird.
Obviously, I don’t want to give up my blog forever and I love all you guys. I might ask one of you to take over my blog and keeping posting fitness stuff so my blog doesn’t totally die. I am going to see if my best friend will take it over (she also has a fitblr), but if not, I will let someone I trust do the job.
I may or may not stick to this depending on how I feel. Maybe I’m just feeling weird today and the feeling will pass. But I’m not sure.
So yeah. This has been a post. I’ll be blogging for the rest of the night probz, I will keep you guys updated on what I decide.
My BFF Jessica AKA http://yodayogi.tumblr.com/ will probably be taking over my blog after today, so never fear. It will still be a fitblr and I will pop in on occasion to update y’all and see what’s what. Soooo yeah. I’m not sure if I’m going to give up Facebook 100% yet. Imma miss you guys. Not sure how long this will last.
that time i met lady gaga backstage
this will be me soon
The Greatest Tattoo Artists in the World, and where to find them.
Love the different styles
Tattoos are fucking art i don’t care what anyone else says
I was gonna answer this all sarcastically, but decided not to.
I definitely did not lose weight fast. It took me a year to lose 80lbs, and then another year to lose 15 more. That averages out to about 3 pounds a month. Sorry, but losing 70lbs in a couple months is unrealistic.
To lose weight and keep it off, you need to change your lifestyle. You need to change the way you eat, and start to incorporate exercise into your daily life.
There’s no quick way to lose weight. It’s a process, it takes time. Sure, you might lose weight quickly the first few weeks because it’s a shock to your body, but it will slow down. You just have to keep going.
There’s no magical pill, or shake, or a 6 week diet that will make you thin. If there’s was, no one would be overweight. You have to put in the work to get the results. There’s no shortcuts!
If you want, you can message me off anon and I can help you get set up with your daily calorie requirements and a workout routine!
I was bored so I did a thing
One of my favorite pictures ever
The difference 10 months, working out, and eating right, can make.
Left: May 2013. 136 pounds.
Right: Today (March 2014) 114.
You’re so tiny!!
"I think every woman at one point or another in their life has been called a bitch. For a long time I had a real problem with that word, I didn’t like it and I thought it was derogatory. But I’ve gotten to a place now where I’ve made a lot of peace with it. It’s been so overused and made to seem so derogatory towards woman that I’ve adapted it into an empowering feeling for myself. If I’m a bitch then I’m a bitch, if that’s what an assertive woman is to you. So I’ve sort of adapted it as a badge of honor."
My excuse? I almost died a few years ago. While I was in the hospital, when it was still touch and go, I thought of what I would want people to say at my funeral, if it came to that, and what I would try to make sure they’d have cause to say eventually, if I survived. Things like “she was kind and understanding to all” or “she had a generous and loving heart” came to mind. “She had sixpack abs and a thigh gap” did not make the list.