Omg I feel so bad for that anon! If you publish this -- anon, please think about what you're going through. To me it's obvious he doesn't respect and cherish you the way that you deserve and you deserve to find and be with someone who loves you to death and won't lie to you. I know it sucks and I know it hurts but my advice is to talk to him about it and probably find someone better for you. You'll be thankful in the future!