I am surprised I haven’t been asked this before and I am glad you asked. I would probably have gained at least 20 more pounds by now, if not more. I would probably hate my body even more than I did before and be crazy forever alone. I would be stuck in school, miserable and wanting out of New Mexico. Still living with my parents, or at least my dad because my parents would have still gotten divorced and that would have made me even more miserable.