phoenix rising.
22 years old. Chicagoland. Cosplayer. Personal trainer. Currently recovering from a breast lift/augmentation.
Hello, my name is Natasha! I'm a certified personal trainer and I also work at a yoga studio. Since 2011, I have lost over 70 pounds, kept it off, and changed my entire lifestyle. This blog kept me on track and helped me reach my goals. Make that change!
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I am a certified personal trainer, also working on my fitness nutrition and group fitness certification. I offer in person and online training! CLICK HERE FOR MORE INFO! Email me at makethatchangefitness@ outlook.com! I also work at a yoga studio! check it out!

I am having too much fun waiting for the photographer. Real Freddy glove (real knives/steel) and my Freddy tat.

Halloween nails and zombie Thriller tattoo! #me #personal #nails #halloween #tattoo

If only Freddy would make a real appearance in my bathtub… CREYS. #me, #personal #tattoo #freddykrueger #horror

This is going to be my next tattoo, guys! I was really set on my Gaga tattoo, and that will come soon, but my friend designed this for me and I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I wish I could get it done now but I don’t have the funds. 

She is an amazing artist and you all should like her page here: 


One last picture. This is what happens when I sit down, JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER PERSON’S STOMACH IN THE UNIVERSE. it is normal and it is crazy to me that I am not ashamed for once to post something like this.

while mitch was swimming, i was taking pictures of myself. yup.

A lot can change in a short period of time. It’s been a year and a half since I completely and totally changed my life. Looking in the mirror is almost surreal now. I think that might be why my body image is so distorted, because I’m not used to seeing this reflection looking back at me. I’m still working on accepting my body, and still losing a few more pounds, but I have been feeling a lot better about my body lately. Forgive my ramblings, but I’m just thinking out loud, I suppose.

Anonymous said —
❝ Are you worried about how your tattoos will look with your wedding dress? ❞

They will look fucking awesome soooo no.

Inspired by Gaga’s Body Revolution 2013. These are some of my stretch marks on my thigh. I have them everywhere and they will never go away. But I don’t hate them, I accept them and love them because they show how far I’ve come. 

Freddy shirt, Freddy glove, Freddy tattoo. 

Ever since I’ve been seeing Halloween stuff out and about, I AM SO READY for freddy.

Also this shirt is like 90 times too big for me since I got it before I lost weight. It is long enough to be a dress now though. 

idk about you guys but when I’m bored, I dress up as Lady Gaga. I figured my new tattoo called for some new Gaga shots. 


Look, I am Lady Gaga now! :P I love this tattoo. (Taken with Instagram)